Still can't believe you are gone
You have left me alone!
You were my solitude in loneliness,
And now, am swinging between slumber and consciousness.
Memory shall play its tricks and mind games,
Make it worse than it already is, buzz me with your name,
Along comes time the dual gambler,
Runs and changes and has to be the winner,
Twists and turns fate on its finger,
Strips off both smiles and tears!
Staring into the blank sphere,
Wondering how I lost it all and where?
Days are long, nights get longer,
Atleast tell me how much stronger?
Scattered pieces of my soul
Amidst the chaotic array of different roles
Ties of blood or bonds self-avowed
Friend within the distance or stranger in the crowd
Is it the pain in my back?
Or my heart having another attack?
The moan of anguish?
Whisper of a dream getting crush???
Laughter and despair aren't for store,
Questions are just to explore,
It all turns into a sore,
Some things don't matter anymore!
Searching for what's within
Submerging 'what will' with 'what has been'
As if truth was an easy bet,
All that u do for me feels like a debt,
Everything seems a construct, fake and untrue,
Has all this really crept between me and U?
Maybe its not you who has gone away
Just my perception working in a certain way
Like I said, it doesn't matter anymore
Something quietly walked out of the door
One of these days, I too shall walk off...
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