Still can't believe you are gone
You have left me alone!
You were my solitude in loneliness,
And now, am swinging between slumber and consciousness.
Memory shall play its tricks and mind games,
Make it worse than it already is, buzz me with your name,
Along comes time the dual gambler,
Runs and changes and has to be the winner,
Twists and turns fate on its finger,
Strips off both smiles and tears!
Staring into the blank sphere,
Wondering how I lost it all and where?
Days are long, nights get longer,
Atleast tell me how much stronger?
Scattered pieces of my soul
Amidst the chaotic array of different roles
Ties of blood or bonds self-avowed
Friend within the distance or stranger in the crowd